jb :)

burpp. alhamdulillah.
sekali lagi dapat menyempurnakan ibadah puasa untuk hari ni.
meneguk sisa-sisa coke yg tinggal. lidah tersimpul menyelit-nyelit di celah gigi menolak segala sisa yg terselit.
ish. degil pulak daging kat geraham kanan atas ni. dikerahkan segala tenaga lidah. berkerut segala dahi. reaksi muka yg agak buruk gak r. ok. back to main topic. jb :)

    its been so long tak balik rumah. last balik pun 3 hari just tolong ayah with his wiring work. eager to wait for tomorrow. yup. i'm going back to jb. JOHOR BAHRU. eventhough ticket has been sold out #siod, but alhamdulillah iqhmal do offer a ride with his LC. thanks der. and of course ayah did marah gua bcoz naik moto from kl. aku pun risau. um. insyAllah selamat lah ye. marahmarah dia at the end,bank in some cash ke akaun cimb aku. memahami betul :p

    cerita pasal balik rumah, aku ada epic story yg nak di share. but later lah ye. dah malas gua nak menaip.
so, here i come jb..
peace ^^

hang out !

morning peeps !

its sunday again.

so,today's planned activities would be :

1. sleep.
2. washing clothes.
3. take a nap.
4. tidy up my room.
5. sleep.
6. buka.
7. TERAWIKH.
8. assignment dicussing.
9. and sleep.

     so, the main activity is sleep. what an enjoyable day! -..- ehem.act, humaam did call me yesterday to accompany him to hang out today. um. cool. but....pitih takde la de..#aptb

     okay. back to the headline. my ex-alam shah mate and i was having a good time together at the mines. although the activites were only berbuka puasa at mines and watching superb liverpool vs sunderland ( gol sunderland sumpah smart weh ) at seksyen15, but it was superb. bak kata orang, rindu yang menebal tak tertanding dengan mana-mana subjek or objek yg paling tebal (entah sape yg cakap) telah tertebus. plan nak buka at pizza hut, but masingmasing nak makan nasi. so,mapley area mines lah jadi port. haha.

     part tak bole blah when we pushed off to bangi, 6person dalam kelisa. alignment steering lari. kereta lowered gile vavi. cramp gak r kejap punggung gua. and i arrived at gmi around 12.30am. 

     lepas ni, ada yang fly oversea, ada yang belayar offshore, ada yang nak kahwin ( ceh.lincah je nak kahwin :p) so,alhamdulillah. dapat spend time with them eventhough tak dapat jumpa semua. i'm looking forward to 10years ahead. what would them be. what would i be. insyAllah, ada rezeki, we'll meet again. gonna miss u all guys. and yes. i miss u all..

damn much,

FIGHTERS 0509 :')

sayalah permata anak kesayangan,

kebanggan ayah dan ibu,

saya dibesarkan dengan kasih sayang,

hanya yang terbaik untuk ku,

menjadi harapan di masa hadapan,

sayalah anak yang cemerlang.

seandainya aku telah dewasa,

akan ku capai segala,

cita ku harapan mu,

akan ku balas kasihmu,

ayah dan ibu.

...till next :)

the end of ez

assalamualaikum and morning guys :)
     being insomnia is really bad. but actually ngade-ngade taknak tido pon. hehs.
the whole night memekak dengan ajim playing PES; we were like, "@#$% lah gile!" "passing betol2 la %#$@!" since we played as a team. and my playlist on the speaker was with the max volume.
the bass really speed up the heartbeat and never stop us from head banging. macam orang gila! cool speaker.
haha. after istighfar kejap, then had mi sedap and pancung surya for sahur. #rokokhabis

     ehem. what's up with the headline? ez. yes its one of my alias that my friends used to call me.
being "ez" is hard yet complicated. besides doesn't have meaning instead of e-z ( pronounce as 'easy' in urban konon style ), i think its become mayhem to my personality. pasai apa ? #tirugayaanwarhadi. 




1st
i had the second most terrible love story in my 19-year-old life with that name. ez. my-ex used to date my 5-years-best friend. ouch! really hurts dude. um. yes..its reallyreallyreallyreallyreally hurts.. and of course there is no more fume,grudge,vengeance,spite or what so ever lah. kelakar pon ada gak sebenarnya. gua ilek je. haha. chill :)


2nd
this is about my only foster sister. i love her so much since i'm the eldest in my siblings. she used to hear my problems and being a very kind sister to me. although she is quite "kecik" in height ( seriously. looks don't even match her 22 years old and i always menganjing her "budak kecik" ), she is very strong inside. the first met was at the bus stop alamanda when i flew the night before spm. #releasetension. until..the conflict befall. my sister did veryvery mad with me i guess. i'm sorry kak..again. ez.


3rd
2 years as friend. lost contact for a while. tracking back. alhamdulillah,in contact again. sometimes quarrel. everything was fine. fell down again. climbing up and fall down again deep in the echos. sometimes feeling like a moron and totally inane. but sometimes feeling like it is ok. totally not right. again. ez.

so, officially me is erasing the suwey 'ez' name from my life. farewell ez. jaga diri elok-elok ea..:'( hehs.tetibe.

even though i know what i'm looking for,

she's got a brick wall behind her door,

i'd travel time and confess to her,

but i'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger.

surrender every word, every thought every sound,

surrender every touch, every smile every frown,

surrender all the pain we've endured until now,

surrender all the hope that i lost u have found,

surrender urself to me.

i think i found a flower i a field of weeds,

searching until my hands bleed,

this flower don't belong to me,

why can't she belong to me..

.....peace ^^