Confusing distorted passed love story - the truth.

     just passing by a blog. a friend of mine. feeling irritated. more to deplore. 

the feeling ? it should be. juz because of the truth is complicated and never been told-perfectly actually.

i still remember. by the time i know her. its not what i'm expecting, to fall in love with her.sriously. :)

stalking at my friend's pic album at first, ( but he know laa...) and impressed on a couple of her. then i was asking bout her name, "heh2,asal, kau interested kat dia ?" and i was " =.= aku tanye je"

ok.pause.nice try,ez. but kau punya grammar pecah kapal. =.=

     continue :  from that day, aku pon tahu nama dia, M...... jela aku tules.heh. n sikit bout her background. membe aku, T story bout her. time tu, M ni gf dia. tetibe, he told me that dia tak minat kat minah nih. n he already hook up with another girl from ssp time tu. biase laa...hot stuff lah kan.ha.n i was, ape kebodohnyelakaunih? aku tengok awek ssp uh tade r cun mane. chubby skit jelaa..taste die.ok.

aku juz rase, tak baik buat minah uh macam tu an coz aku tengok M sayang gile at si T. lagipon, dia kapel with M dlu, then baru pasang minah ssp tu la. aku pon menggatal la try nak baikkan balik diorang berdua.

aku time tu,da kapel. so, takde niat lah nak rosakkan lagi rumah tangga orang,hm? aku ingat lagi.time tu, anniversary diorang, but T lupe nak wish. act, aku tak aw pon date ann. diorang, but M bgtahu la.n aku pon sedapkan hati si M maybe T busy because of his study. aku pon ingatkan lah kat T,ask him to wish. the next nyte, M pon txt aku happily, T dah wish..Then ok lah :)

     tak lama lepas tu, aku dihujani problems yang buat aku tension and affecting my studies. family problem. n aku break with my gf because aku rase rimas gila with txting 24hours plus serabut with my probs. maybe silap aku manjakan dia. but. nta r. aku stop thinking bout girl for a while. n aku pon dapat berita yang dia dah ade pengganti. tipu kalau aku tak jelez, but its over.so, fullstop. aku try pendam probs ni sorang2, dengan harapan, i'll find the way, but i was wrong. nta macam mana, aku tak ingat, T and M dah pon break. n aku rase cm siod kau T. penat aku menyebok dalam korang punye relationship..las2 kau break gak =.= sape suruh busybody an.haha. then start dari tu r. aku rajin contact M. she is a good friend. n yang buat aku rajin contact dia tu becoz of her masok air,makes me HAHA n get rid of my probs for a while. until i was fall in love with her. and she was mine. it was really a great moment :)

     conflict started when M realized a picture comment from my ex,something like b-baby camtu r.aku pon dah tak ingat. n hm. M, if u could juz read the date when it was posted. cmmnt tu wujud mase aku still kapel with my ex. aku bukan menduakan kan kau.( terpaksa pakai prkataan poyo nih coz aku tak aw nak pkai phrase ape -,- ) 

aku bukan hotstuff nak jadi playboy.

aku bukan hensem nak simpan banyak - banyak awek.

aku bukan keling nak mengencing.

i juz wanna say.

its only u at that time.

but now u dah ade dia,

then ape guna aku cerita ?

juz want to make everything clear.

n a full stop.

coz i've already stop to think about.

juz aku rindu, friendship kite dulu..

then, gudluck lah . :)