Wednesday, December 28, 2011

bye bye 2011



Assalamualaikum, annionghasayo :)
Pejam celik 2011 lagi 2hari nak habis. kemain lincah masa berlalu. 2011 bakal tinggalkan aku dengan macammacam cerita. suka. duka. but the most affecting theme for me this year is cinta. Cinta sejati. acah acah. hehs. So, deciding to leave all the memories here will keep reminds me about the past although smiling foolishly when thinking of it. Learning from the past, that's how it should be. Kalau dulu gua baca something yg annoying so much pasal dia, gua menjerit sorangsorang kat bilik macam org gila. haha. but now wat lek wat cool senyum sajo :) Urusan dia dengan Tuhan, biarlah. Ayat yg aku tak pernah lupa,          Cuba awk dongak pandang bntang bntang kt langit tu..sy pinjamkan bintg2, sbgai balasan sy janji dengan Tuhan sy akan cintakan awak smpai bilabila.. 2kali aku dengar ayat ni n aku marah dia buat janji tu. but still endingnya macam ni. cool kan ? hehs. and everything yg aku post kat sini aku nak simpan buat memori silam. bila dah tua nanti baca balik benda macam ni pastu senyum sorang. ceh. haha. So, the incoming 2012 will be the new love story for me. She is Ros Qistina Rosdi :) till next..


·         Oke.sabar lah ez..kau kne egt y d*** hnye mse silam kau je..dy mgkin bkn y t’baek tuk kau..lpekn dy,lpekn jnji n sumpah dy..slg kau ta cbe utk lpe sume tu slg tu lah kau akn rase cm ny..
Zie, 5:46:31pm, 13/12/2011

·         Asal kau bg tau dy yg aku nak kua ? Tlg la jgn btau dy ape2..klw kau kwn aku,jgn kau ade at sblh dy
Zie, 01:18:25pm, 3/12/2011

·         I miss you so much,my husband..i love you till end..and only you in my heart..nyte :’)
AN, 09:33:50pm, 30/11/2011

·         Japg by cmpak je rbot nh at besi buruk. :p meh peluk. :D rndu..
AN, 08:25:03pm, 28/11/2011

·         Bring….boring….td ibu call,ibu at Cameron tnye na order ape..by order strawbry dgn jgung..mknan wajib at sne ! Suke sgt by..
AN, 05:04:49pm, 28/11/2011

·         By  perlukan b..
AN, 04:48:36pm, 28/11/2011

·         Okay :) by na peluk b smpai lekat hingus at bju b..Nak pgg dua2 pp b..
AN, 04:57:39pm, 28/11/2011

·         Dah.by tkya risau k..jari brut u nanti,lg smgat nk tmpal bcor tu taw.ha.jari yg lmbut n penyayang..tak mcm jari ni..kasar,ego tp still penyayang..(tknak kalah :p)
To AN, 04:43:27pm, 28/11/2011

·         :) selagi jari ni ada,bnyak mana bocor tu pn,dia tetap nak tmpal..dan bila jari nh dh tkde,b yakin..bocor tu tkkn lama..sbb jari lain akn tmpal bocor tu..
To AN, 04:40:16pm, 28/11/2011

·         Bocor lg ble jari tu dah tade..
AN, 04:38:23pm, 28/11/2011

·         Hm? B tampal pkai ibu jari,kanan kiri,kesat pipi..agk2 bocor lg syg?
To AN, 04:36:03pm, 28/11/2011

·         :) rindu.. Tutop mate tp mate bcor..
AN, 04:36:06pm, 28/11/2011


·         By mimpikan fahmi mlm td..fahmi dtg slamatkan by..hantar by tmpt slamat..fahmi pgg tgn by..
AN, 09:51:35pm, 28/11/2011

·         :) dan jgn jadikan tempoh masa tu jd pnjang. Sbb sy benci mnunggu. Awk taw kan? Then tetapkan niat awk. Tetapkn niat awk tntang apa yg ptot awk buat utk sq, n jd matang. Pegang niat tu,dan balik pd sy..
To AN, 05:03:18am, 28/11/2011

·         Kalau itu kptsan awk,sy tuntut. Sy tuntut awk cari sy lepas smuanya brakhir..kotakan smua janji awk,dan sy akn tggu masa tu. Tak pyh brdalih lagi,jz buat apa yg ptut awk buat, dan cari sy lepas tu. Bole ?
To AN, 04:57:01am, 28/11/2011

·         Sy ta kan bina tapak yg kekal dgn Muhammad i****..sbb sy akn tinggalkan dia..dan sy taktahu arah sy lepas tu..dan, sy ta kan blik at awk..bia la sume nh tamat..bia mase yg tentukan..
AN, 04:54:44am, 28/11/2011

·         Dan kukuhkan kaki awk,dgn sq, yg awk dah sedia bina..awk lg mampu jd ad***a yg lg kuat..
To AN, 04:49:55am, 28/11/2011

·         Pada 30hb ni,sy masih akn toleh blkg kalau2 ada yg dtg smbut tgn sy n pergi dgn sy.  Sebab lepas tarikh tu..sy bkan faizul fahmi yg dlu. Dan sy tkkan menyesal..
To AN, 04:39:53am, 28/11/2011

·         Sy nak ade awak..brdiri at sisi awk ble awk ade mslh..
AN, 04:20:55am, 28/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..
AN, 11:02:27pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..
AN, 11:02:08pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..
AN, 11:01:53pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..
AN, 11:01:39pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..
AN, 11:01:14pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..
AN, 11:00:56pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..
AN, 11:00:49pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..
AN, 11:00:28pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..
AN, 11:00:07pm, 27/11/2011

·         By tgk bntang td..by lak rase sebak ble awan lindungi bntang2 tu..
AN, 10:51:31pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b..sangatsangat..
AN, 09:31:00pm, 27/11/2011

·         Sy tak plih dy jd suami sy!
AN, 09:05:09pm, 27/11/2011

·         Orang yg sy cnta boleh hdup tnpe sy..dia kuad..dia matang..dia bolwh jge cnta sy..dia mampu tnpa sy..sy brani tinggalkan dia sbb sy tau dia mampu..tp sy taktau dia maseh tggu sy utk kdtgn sy smule akn dtg,,serah sume pd Allah..sy cinta dia slmenye..wslm,syg..
AN, 09:33:40am, 27/11/2011

·         Dan awk kelu tak terkata. Bila sy denga 2taun,sy kecewa..smpai macmtu skali awk fikirkan dia..awk tk trfikir lgsg apa yg sy rasa..skrg sy taw..dilemma awk bkn hnya sama ada cnta sy dan sifat sq..tp awk jgk sygkn dia n susah nk lepaskan dia..hujan mlm ni memang fhm prsaan sy..wlaupn sy mndongak lyn bintang n bunyi cgkerik, dia tetap trun pujuk hati sy..alhmdlah,at least ada yg fhm apa yg sy rasa..jgn risau,sy pn tknal call awk dgn kdaan sy cmni..nyte..
To AN, 09:36:49pm, 26/11/2011

·         Sy bukan bdoh psl walltowall tu sy nk jdikan isu.2tahun awk ingt masa yg pndek? Apa awk fkir bnda bole stel lpas 2taun? Dan awk akn fikir apa sy rasa selama 2tahun tu AN ? Awk pnah letak diri awk kt tmpt sy? Bygkan pn sakit apa lg reality la AN…
To AN, 09:25:43pm, 26/11/2011

·         Hm..26 February 1994..
To AN, 01:04:43am, 26/11/2011

·         Ow.yke..hehs.tua 2 taun dri fathin arissa b la..kot..b tak bpe ingat taun ni dia tadika ke drjah 1 -.-
To AN, 12:58:13am, 26/11/2011

·         Haha..tak pyah sory sgt la d***mon.ha.tkpela..by wish kn la utk b k..ckp dgn dia,happy bsday..jd budak baik..
To AN, 12:52:59am, 26/11/2011

·         Hm..kalau bole sy nk tdo..n bgun hnya bila 2hb..
To AN, 10:08:49pm, 25/11/2011

·         Hm..jgn lupa lg lepas nh..silap2 b pn bby lupa lpas nh..ha
To AN, 09:45:53am, 25/11/2011

·         Hm..okay..eh.tutop mulut n idung dgn kain! Jgn awk lupa lg..
To AN, 09:42:20am, 25/11/2011

·         Haha.ngade..lyn by mcm baby la mlm nh..peluk bby.pok2 pastu nyanyi lagu brney smpai by tdo..:D
To AN, 11:29:25pm, 24/11/2011

·         Sy teringat janji awk tntang bntang.sy tringat doa sy pd Tuhan,forward kt membe2 mntak aminkan.sy teringat ayh tnya pd sy,sape ad****?sy tringat mkck awk tarik tgn tolak salam smbil ckp,”ish.bukan muhrim..kena jaga tu”. Trsnyum ingt gaya muka dia.sy tringat prmintaan awk.sy tringat “monyet” kt restoran haritu.sy teringat..impian sy mmperisterikan awk.sy harap inilah kali trakhir sy mnangis ingtkan smua nh.at least,ingatan last nh selamatkan 1nyawa yg prnah jd kwn rpt sy 5tahun dulu..maaf n halalkn sgalanya. Sy cintakan awk. ANAZ..
To AN, 09:16:18pm, 21/11/2011

·         Tunggu Allah tarik nyawa aku baru aku berhenti. Aku tak tipu.kalau dia pergi dari aku, jangan terkejut neraka adalah tempat aku untuk selamanya.sebaris dengan orang kafir.
Sq, 01:34:54am, 13/11/2011









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