bye bye 2011

Assalamualaikum, annionghasayo :)

Pejam celik 2011 lagi 2hari nak habis. kemain lincah masa berlalu. 2011 bakal tinggalkan aku dengan macammacam cerita. suka. duka. but the most affecting theme for me this year is cinta. Cinta sejati. acah acah. hehs. So, deciding to leave all the memories here will keep reminds me about the past although smiling foolishly when thinking of it. Learning from the past, that's how it should be. Kalau dulu gua baca something yg annoying so much pasal dia, gua menjerit sorangsorang kat bilik macam org gila. haha. but now wat lek wat cool senyum sajo :) Urusan dia dengan Tuhan, biarlah. Ayat yg aku tak pernah lupa,          Cuba awk dongak pandang bntang bntang kt langit tu..sy pinjamkan bintg2, sbgai balasan sy janji dengan Tuhan sy akan cintakan awak smpai bilabila.. 2kali aku dengar ayat ni n aku marah dia buat janji tu. but still endingnya macam ni. cool kan ? hehs. and everything yg aku post kat sini aku nak simpan buat memori silam. bila dah tua nanti baca balik benda macam ni pastu senyum sorang. ceh. haha. So, the incoming 2012 will be the new love story for me. She is Ros Qistina Rosdi :) till next..

·         Oke.sabar lah ez..kau kne egt y d*** hnye mse silam kau je..dy mgkin bkn y t’baek tuk kau..lpekn dy,lpekn jnji n sumpah dy..slg kau ta cbe utk lpe sume tu slg tu lah kau akn rase cm ny..

Zie, 5:46:31pm, 13/12/2011

·         Asal kau bg tau dy yg aku nak kua ? Tlg la jgn btau dy ape2..klw kau kwn aku,jgn kau ade at sblh dy

Zie, 01:18:25pm, 3/12/2011

·         I miss you so much,my husband..i love you till end..and only you in my heart..nyte :’)

AN, 09:33:50pm, 30/11/2011

·         Japg by cmpak je rbot nh at besi buruk. :p meh peluk. :D rndu..

AN, 08:25:03pm, 28/11/2011

·         Bring….boring….td ibu call,ibu at Cameron tnye na order ape..by order strawbry dgn jgung..mknan wajib at sne ! Suke sgt by..

AN, 05:04:49pm, 28/11/2011

·         By  perlukan b..

AN, 04:48:36pm, 28/11/2011

·         Okay :) by na peluk b smpai lekat hingus at bju b..Nak pgg dua2 pp b..

AN, 04:57:39pm, 28/11/2011

·         Dah.by tkya risau k..jari brut u nanti,lg smgat nk tmpal bcor tu taw.ha.jari yg lmbut n penyayang..tak mcm jari ni..kasar,ego tp still penyayang..(tknak kalah :p)

To AN, 04:43:27pm, 28/11/2011

·         :) selagi jari ni ada,bnyak mana bocor tu pn,dia tetap nak tmpal..dan bila jari nh dh tkde,b yakin..bocor tu tkkn lama..sbb jari lain akn tmpal bocor tu..

To AN, 04:40:16pm, 28/11/2011

·         Bocor lg ble jari tu dah tade..

AN, 04:38:23pm, 28/11/2011

·         Hm? B tampal pkai ibu jari,kanan kiri,kesat pipi..agk2 bocor lg syg?

To AN, 04:36:03pm, 28/11/2011

·         :) rindu.. Tutop mate tp mate bcor..

AN, 04:36:06pm, 28/11/2011

·         By mimpikan fahmi mlm td..fahmi dtg slamatkan by..hantar by tmpt slamat..fahmi pgg tgn by..

AN, 09:51:35pm, 28/11/2011

·         :) dan jgn jadikan tempoh masa tu jd pnjang. Sbb sy benci mnunggu. Awk taw kan? Then tetapkan niat awk. Tetapkn niat awk tntang apa yg ptot awk buat utk sq, n jd matang. Pegang niat tu,dan balik pd sy..

To AN, 05:03:18am, 28/11/2011

·         Kalau itu kptsan awk,sy tuntut. Sy tuntut awk cari sy lepas smuanya brakhir..kotakan smua janji awk,dan sy akn tggu masa tu. Tak pyh brdalih lagi,jz buat apa yg ptut awk buat, dan cari sy lepas tu. Bole ?

To AN, 04:57:01am, 28/11/2011

·         Sy ta kan bina tapak yg kekal dgn Muhammad i****..sbb sy akn tinggalkan dia..dan sy taktahu arah sy lepas tu..dan, sy ta kan blik at awk..bia la sume nh tamat..bia mase yg tentukan..

AN, 04:54:44am, 28/11/2011

·         Dan kukuhkan kaki awk,dgn sq, yg awk dah sedia bina..awk lg mampu jd ad***a yg lg kuat..

To AN, 04:49:55am, 28/11/2011

·         Pada 30hb ni,sy masih akn toleh blkg kalau2 ada yg dtg smbut tgn sy n pergi dgn sy.  Sebab lepas tarikh tu..sy bkan faizul fahmi yg dlu. Dan sy tkkan menyesal..

To AN, 04:39:53am, 28/11/2011

·         Sy nak ade awak..brdiri at sisi awk ble awk ade mslh..

AN, 04:20:55am, 28/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..

AN, 11:02:27pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..

AN, 11:02:08pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..

AN, 11:01:53pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..

AN, 11:01:39pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..

AN, 11:01:14pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..

AN, 11:00:56pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..

AN, 11:00:49pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..

AN, 11:00:28pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b,sayang..hnye b..

AN, 11:00:07pm, 27/11/2011

·         By tgk bntang td..by lak rase sebak ble awan lindungi bntang2 tu..

AN, 10:51:31pm, 27/11/2011

·         Bby cintakan b..sangatsangat..

AN, 09:31:00pm, 27/11/2011

·         Sy tak plih dy jd suami sy!

AN, 09:05:09pm, 27/11/2011

·         Orang yg sy cnta boleh hdup tnpe sy..dia kuad..dia matang..dia bolwh jge cnta sy..dia mampu tnpa sy..sy brani tinggalkan dia sbb sy tau dia mampu..tp sy taktau dia maseh tggu sy utk kdtgn sy smule akn dtg,,serah sume pd Allah..sy cinta dia slmenye..wslm,syg..

AN, 09:33:40am, 27/11/2011

·         Dan awk kelu tak terkata. Bila sy denga 2taun,sy kecewa..smpai macmtu skali awk fikirkan dia..awk tk trfikir lgsg apa yg sy rasa..skrg sy taw..dilemma awk bkn hnya sama ada cnta sy dan sifat sq..tp awk jgk sygkn dia n susah nk lepaskan dia..hujan mlm ni memang fhm prsaan sy..wlaupn sy mndongak lyn bintang n bunyi cgkerik, dia tetap trun pujuk hati sy..alhmdlah,at least ada yg fhm apa yg sy rasa..jgn risau,sy pn tknal call awk dgn kdaan sy cmni..nyte..

To AN, 09:36:49pm, 26/11/2011

·         Sy bukan bdoh psl walltowall tu sy nk jdikan isu.2tahun awk ingt masa yg pndek? Apa awk fkir bnda bole stel lpas 2taun? Dan awk akn fikir apa sy rasa selama 2tahun tu AN ? Awk pnah letak diri awk kt tmpt sy? Bygkan pn sakit apa lg reality la AN…

To AN, 09:25:43pm, 26/11/2011

·         Hm..26 February 1994..

To AN, 01:04:43am, 26/11/2011

·         Ow.yke..hehs.tua 2 taun dri fathin arissa b la..kot..b tak bpe ingat taun ni dia tadika ke drjah 1 -.-

To AN, 12:58:13am, 26/11/2011

·         Haha..tak pyah sory sgt la d***mon.ha.tkpela..by wish kn la utk b k..ckp dgn dia,happy bsday..jd budak baik..

To AN, 12:52:59am, 26/11/2011

·         Hm..kalau bole sy nk tdo..n bgun hnya bila 2hb..

To AN, 10:08:49pm, 25/11/2011

·         Hm..jgn lupa lg lepas nh..silap2 b pn bby lupa lpas nh..ha

To AN, 09:45:53am, 25/11/2011

·         Hm..okay..eh.tutop mulut n idung dgn kain! Jgn awk lupa lg..

To AN, 09:42:20am, 25/11/2011

·         Haha.ngade..lyn by mcm baby la mlm nh..peluk bby.pok2 pastu nyanyi lagu brney smpai by tdo..:D

To AN, 11:29:25pm, 24/11/2011

·         Sy teringat janji awk tntang bntang.sy tringat doa sy pd Tuhan,forward kt membe2 mntak aminkan.sy teringat ayh tnya pd sy,sape ad****?sy tringat mkck awk tarik tgn tolak salam smbil ckp,”ish.bukan muhrim..kena jaga tu”. Trsnyum ingt gaya muka dia.sy tringat prmintaan awk.sy tringat “monyet” kt restoran haritu.sy teringat..impian sy mmperisterikan awk.sy harap inilah kali trakhir sy mnangis ingtkan smua nh.at least,ingatan last nh selamatkan 1nyawa yg prnah jd kwn rpt sy 5tahun dulu..maaf n halalkn sgalanya. Sy cintakan awk. ANAZ..

To AN, 09:16:18pm, 21/11/2011

·         Tunggu Allah tarik nyawa aku baru aku berhenti. Aku tak tipu.kalau dia pergi dari aku, jangan terkejut neraka adalah tempat aku untuk selamanya.sebaris dengan orang kafir.

Sq, 01:34:54am, 13/11/2011

Human beings' hearts change. That;s their specialty. Forever? There's no such thing. Love, then hate. Hot, then cold. Upset, then grateful. Full of resentment, then understanding. And others, and so on. - 49days

Examination is over

     Alhamdulillah. At last!! Final exam habis sudah... Ceh ayat macam struggle habis padahal 2jam lagi nak exam baru nak study. hahha. Parents aku tahu ni mampos kena bebel -.- but aku macam confident jawab exam coz alhamdulillah dalam 2jam aku study tu masuk dalam kepalahotak and dapat je paper aku terus tulis semua kat page belakang question paper. Function kan? haha. Confident je lebih. So exam dah habis, cuti pun dah start. Plan nak spend new year kat langkawi macam function je. Ajim ajak, so tengoklah macam mana. The thing yang aku malas bila cuti semester ni is kena pack semua barang. Hasss tidak malas dohh! -.- Whatever it is, i'm going back to jb again. Can't wait for tomorrow ;)

Muka acahacah je confident nak exam padahal baru nak study -.-

...and tengahtengah study tetiba je ada blog updates yang annoy me so much. I tried so many times to unfollow her blog but apa bangang ntah tak bolehboleh sampai sekarang. Lastlast aku hide je blog update dia.hehs. By that time bole pulak qis called me and aku terlepas segala kata marah aku pada blogspot-.- kat dia. Lastly she said, its okay...and she reminds a song she used to hear.."Ya Sudahlah" n it makes me smile and hum the song..thanks my dear :)

Final Semester 3

Ya Allah.. Its already 1.30a.m. Tomorrow is a big examination day but i still can't study. The worst part in my life. The worst ever. Being dumb and dumber, day by day. Trying to be strong and ego as i used to be, in the end its never than a pretending. pretending. and pretending. Giving all the love to someone is the thing that we as a "makhluk" shouldn't do. It is because our most love is belong to the Creator and insyAllah we would never expect the beautiful love from another "makhluk". It is what Abg Zali told me. To fully believe her oath and promise is my biggest mistake. Even if i used to leave u before, but i didn't left u with any of my promises like u did. Blaming each other will be endless story. So cut it out and enjoy your life peacefully, i guess. Will you? After all the promises, will u live in peace? hehs. None of my business. Even though i am undergoing the worst part in my life so far, 4years of your hardwork to give this kind of result, it just make me more matured and thanks for the lesson. Seriously. and thanks to Abg Zali, Boy, the solehah Zie :D and especially Ros Qistina :) Chongmal kamsamnida..Ok jom study ^^

haha ~

pergi..

" Sy dah bersumpah cinta sy at awk smpai ble2 fahmi.. Awk tggu sy taw.. :) "


masihkah kau simpan
mawar yang ku beri
mungkin tak sewangi dulu
mungkin tak seindah dulu
tunggu aku ku akan datang

masihkah kau jaga
api cinta dariku
mungkin tak sehangat dulu
mungkin tak seterang dulu
tunggu aku ku akan datang
tunggu aku ku akan pulang
tunggu aku ku akan datana
tunggu aku ku akan pulang

kau segalanya bagiku
kau adalah duniaku
satu yang ku pinta
untuk tetap menunggu

"Janji sumpah mainan kau. 4 tahun cerita kita lakar, kenapa sekarang baru kau berubah. 2 tahun kau mintak aku tunggu, 2 hari kau jumpa dia hati kau dah berubah. Aku tak bodoh. Aku tak menyesal. Aku tahu ada hikmah. Aku tak dendam. Aku tahu dendam tak kemana. dan aku tahu, cinta yang pernah aku bagi, tak pernah ada pada siapasiapa 19tahun aku hidup..Aku halalkan semuanya. Aku maafkan semuanya. Aku harap kau pun sama. dan aku harap kau tak muncul dalam hidup aku lagi...

terima kasih. terima kasih, cinta.."

Tragedi Oktober

Hari : Selasa        Tarikh : 4/10/2011       Lokasi : Jalan Reko

Assalamuaalaikum. Selamat pagi. Selamat sejahtera.
Trauma. Bengang. Sakit.
3 words best to describe the October.
Balik dari melawat wan kat CICU Hospital Serdang and Alamanda. Aku n Aud otw balik ke GMI, aku drive. Viva. Aku perasan ada motor kat belakang, macam main lampu. Usha lah cermin tengah.. Pahal la mamat ni. Padahal aku drive elok je..Then motor tu pun potong kereta kitorang..Rupa rupanya keling b**gsat main wheelie potong sebelah kiri kereta then aku pun mengelak ke kanan skit since nak elak motor tu sambil mulut terkumat-kamit menyumpah seribu bahasa. Kancil depan aku belok ke kiri then macam terhimpit motor tu. Indirectly, fokus aku pun ter-distracted dari pandang depan.

Pengajaran : Sumpah jangan leka sekejap pun time drive -.- 

Tulah. Orang cakap, malang tak berbau..Bila aku pandang depan lepas Aud jerit, aku terus belok kiri dengan lincah nya. Tapi terlambat.. Side kanan viva aku rempuh blkag Honda City. Alhamdulillah aku pakai seat belt. Honda tu sliding skit ke depan. Macam laju aku bawak walaupun aku rasa slow je..and aku lost gila time tu. Cakap pun tak guna, mintak maaf pun sama je. Mengucap dan mengucap jela yg mampu. Hehs. Thanks membe2 datang, rilek skit hati kitorang. Lepas talk dgn owner entah pejadah aku pun tak masuk kepala, settle balai then balik..Esok nye exam. Terbaik. RM3k for the ganti rugi and "lovebite" from beloved steering..
Innalillah...

Duit gua :'(

" ... Lalu Allah timpakan kamu kesedihan demi kesedihan agar kamu tidak berdukacita terhadap keuntungan yg luput drpd kamu dan terhadap musibah yg menimpa kamu...."

"Kemudian Allah turunkan kpd kamu ketenteraman selepas kesedihan, iaitu rasa mengantuk yg meliputi segolongan dari kamu (yg teguh imannya) "

"Dan kerana Allah hendak menguji apa yg ada di dalam dada kamu dan utk membersihkan apa yg ada di dalam hati kamu. Dan ingatlah, Allah Maha Mengetahui akan segala isi hati"

Ali Imran : 153-154 

こんにちは :)

Morning peeps :)  

Its 4.55 a.m. An early woke up ? nahh. Doesn't have any sleep yet. hehs. 

Watching movies..playing games..movies.game again.. What a weekend -.-

Ok. for this time i gonna share some absolutely 

interesting stuff ( not that interesting though -.- ) which is not only American got talent 

but Malaysian does too. haha. My new subject lecturer which is i forgot the name of the subject, has conducted an unwilling yet fun introduction of his lesson which is we have to sing a song before introducing ourselves. We were like, -________________-""  And of course segan dohhhh! but wat lek wat cool je, kitorang pun nyanyi sajo.

juz upload some of it since berat plak blog aku ni nanti pulak kan ? enjoy ^^

- DON -

- ACID -

- HUD DAUD -

and aku.. :D

p/s : sorry for the low quality video..

alahai nenek :D

Assalamualaikum ^^

Meh nak story bout nenek aku sorang ni.. Nak bergambar memang haram la nak dapat. Entah macam mana raya hari tu anak-anak and cucu-cucu dia semua pujuk ajak bergambar plus atuk aku sempoi mengayat ajak gambar berduet. So, dia pun cairlah..haha. Aku rasa selama 19tahun aku hidup, ni lah gambar 1st nenek aku yg dapat snap. Sumpah berdekak sampai skrg aku tak dpat tahan gelak tengok gambar ni xD

Haha. so,nenek aku ni memang pemalu orangnya. Yg bedekaknya dia blah bila atuk aku pegang bahu dia. segan punya pasal..hahaha..alahai nenek ^^

jb :)

burpp. alhamdulillah.
sekali lagi dapat menyempurnakan ibadah puasa untuk hari ni.
meneguk sisa-sisa coke yg tinggal. lidah tersimpul menyelit-nyelit di celah gigi menolak segala sisa yg terselit.
ish. degil pulak daging kat geraham kanan atas ni. dikerahkan segala tenaga lidah. berkerut segala dahi. reaksi muka yg agak buruk gak r. ok. back to main topic. jb :)

    its been so long tak balik rumah. last balik pun 3 hari just tolong ayah with his wiring work. eager to wait for tomorrow. yup. i'm going back to jb. JOHOR BAHRU. eventhough ticket has been sold out #siod, but alhamdulillah iqhmal do offer a ride with his LC. thanks der. and of course ayah did marah gua bcoz naik moto from kl. aku pun risau. um. insyAllah selamat lah ye. marahmarah dia at the end,bank in some cash ke akaun cimb aku. memahami betul :p

    cerita pasal balik rumah, aku ada epic story yg nak di share. but later lah ye. dah malas gua nak menaip.
so, here i come jb..
peace ^^

hang out !

morning peeps !

its sunday again.

so,today's planned activities would be :

1. sleep.
2. washing clothes.
3. take a nap.
4. tidy up my room.
5. sleep.
6. buka.
7. TERAWIKH.
8. assignment dicussing.
9. and sleep.

     so, the main activity is sleep. what an enjoyable day! -..- ehem.act, humaam did call me yesterday to accompany him to hang out today. um. cool. but....pitih takde la de..#aptb

     okay. back to the headline. my ex-alam shah mate and i was having a good time together at the mines. although the activites were only berbuka puasa at mines and watching superb liverpool vs sunderland ( gol sunderland sumpah smart weh ) at seksyen15, but it was superb. bak kata orang, rindu yang menebal tak tertanding dengan mana-mana subjek or objek yg paling tebal (entah sape yg cakap) telah tertebus. plan nak buka at pizza hut, but masingmasing nak makan nasi. so,mapley area mines lah jadi port. haha.

     part tak bole blah when we pushed off to bangi, 6person dalam kelisa. alignment steering lari. kereta lowered gile vavi. cramp gak r kejap punggung gua. and i arrived at gmi around 12.30am. 

     lepas ni, ada yang fly oversea, ada yang belayar offshore, ada yang nak kahwin ( ceh.lincah je nak kahwin :p) so,alhamdulillah. dapat spend time with them eventhough tak dapat jumpa semua. i'm looking forward to 10years ahead. what would them be. what would i be. insyAllah, ada rezeki, we'll meet again. gonna miss u all guys. and yes. i miss u all..

damn much,

FIGHTERS 0509 :')

sayalah permata anak kesayangan,

kebanggan ayah dan ibu,

saya dibesarkan dengan kasih sayang,

hanya yang terbaik untuk ku,

menjadi harapan di masa hadapan,

sayalah anak yang cemerlang.

seandainya aku telah dewasa,

akan ku capai segala,

cita ku harapan mu,

akan ku balas kasihmu,

ayah dan ibu.

...till next :)

the end of ez

assalamualaikum and morning guys :)
     being insomnia is really bad. but actually ngade-ngade taknak tido pon. hehs.
the whole night memekak dengan ajim playing PES; we were like, "@#$% lah gile!" "passing betol2 la %#$@!" since we played as a team. and my playlist on the speaker was with the max volume.
the bass really speed up the heartbeat and never stop us from head banging. macam orang gila! cool speaker.
haha. after istighfar kejap, then had mi sedap and pancung surya for sahur. #rokokhabis

     ehem. what's up with the headline? ez. yes its one of my alias that my friends used to call me.
being "ez" is hard yet complicated. besides doesn't have meaning instead of e-z ( pronounce as 'easy' in urban konon style ), i think its become mayhem to my personality. pasai apa ? #tirugayaanwarhadi. 




1st
i had the second most terrible love story in my 19-year-old life with that name. ez. my-ex used to date my 5-years-best friend. ouch! really hurts dude. um. yes..its reallyreallyreallyreallyreally hurts.. and of course there is no more fume,grudge,vengeance,spite or what so ever lah. kelakar pon ada gak sebenarnya. gua ilek je. haha. chill :)


2nd
this is about my only foster sister. i love her so much since i'm the eldest in my siblings. she used to hear my problems and being a very kind sister to me. although she is quite "kecik" in height ( seriously. looks don't even match her 22 years old and i always menganjing her "budak kecik" ), she is very strong inside. the first met was at the bus stop alamanda when i flew the night before spm. #releasetension. until..the conflict befall. my sister did veryvery mad with me i guess. i'm sorry kak..again. ez.


3rd
2 years as friend. lost contact for a while. tracking back. alhamdulillah,in contact again. sometimes quarrel. everything was fine. fell down again. climbing up and fall down again deep in the echos. sometimes feeling like a moron and totally inane. but sometimes feeling like it is ok. totally not right. again. ez.

so, officially me is erasing the suwey 'ez' name from my life. farewell ez. jaga diri elok-elok ea..:'( hehs.tetibe.

even though i know what i'm looking for,

she's got a brick wall behind her door,

i'd travel time and confess to her,

but i'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger.

surrender every word, every thought every sound,

surrender every touch, every smile every frown,

surrender all the pain we've endured until now,

surrender all the hope that i lost u have found,

surrender urself to me.

i think i found a flower i a field of weeds,

searching until my hands bleed,

this flower don't belong to me,

why can't she belong to me..

.....peace ^^

entah kenapa..

entah kenapa, 

hari ni aku bnyak termenung.. 

apa jadi malam tadi. pagi tadi. petang tadi. kejap lagi. esok.

apa aku nak buat. akan buat. mesti buat. 

apa sebenarnya yg aku fikir ? 

hm. aku pun kurang pasti.

aku nak luah tapi tiada subjek. 

hanya objek yg sebahagian besarya tak terurus.

sebahagian lagi dirancang tanpa cita-cita yang utuh.

ya. kita merancang Tuhan menentukan.

tiada nafi. lagikan nahi. 

sedarnya aku terumbang-ambing. 

atas kolek jasad yg mereput pegangannya.

tatkala bala, bersujud merayu memohon petunjuk. 

menangis lama pada sujud terakhir.

tatkala senang, 5 yg wajib diabai. 

walau terlintas, "eh aku tak solat lg" 

namun disejukkan dengan "nanti la".

tiada lagi sujud yg lama. 

dada didabik setinggi riak. 

berjalan dlm kelompok yg segak dengan bongkak.

meyalak sekuat anjing.

astaghfirullah...

ya Allah...

aku sedar kalau selama ini,

amalan dan suruhun-Mu tidak lengkap ku taati.
menyimpang arah dari kau pimpini.
aku mohon..
genggam erat peganganku..
pimpinlah aku ya Allah..
jangan pernah taufah dengan nikmat-Mu.
kuatkan aku dengan hidayah-Mu.
bantulah aku menghadapi mehnah-Mu.
bantulah aku,ya Allah...

al kisah ~

seuntai cereka yg ingin dimadah..

hampir sepurnamanya berlalu..

walau dah basi masih nak berkongsi..

maka bermula lah kisah..

seorang anak jati Johor yg agak tampan..

menghabiskan sisa2 cuti sem yg SANGAT panjang lagai..

kelam kabut menge-pack barang dalam tempoh setengah jam.

memandangkan keter-bangun-an yg lewat..9.30pagi

tiket pukul 10.

adik2 yg sibuk mengemas barang masing2..

untungla dekat..naik kereta -.-

suara ayah melaungkan kata berteriak seribu gema.

" eh, cepat la ! "

"dah pukul berapa ni !"

" last minute !"

padahal tiket 10.30.. saja bgtahu ayah pukul10..

kasi happening skit la environment pagi tu. HAHA.

ok. kasi pendek cerita..

sampai lah GMI...

aku pun pack out my things..

lastly keluarkan toiletries...

shower gel..

shampu...

facial wash...

dan..

dan..

dan..

BERUS GIGI !

ada apa dgn berus gigi ?

tetinggal ?

nope.

inilah jadi pada berus gigi aku....

entah macam mana.

aku terembat berus gigi fauzan..

adik aku yg last, 4 tahun..-.-

and ibu did told me that fauzan cari berus gigi dia takde..

the end.

cerita segan.

segan. malu. bengang gila do. 

gaduh on the phone, time otw to kereta..

kecoh gaduh,.aku pun tekan car key.. and heading ke pintu kereta .. 

and time nak bukak pintu, tetiba, "asal tak bole bukak ni ? " and did push the button twice.

and the result is the same. pintu tak bole bukak. aku gerak blkg kereta, usha no. plat,

and shit...............

aku salah kereta..kereta aku kt sebelah...

apsal wira ni nak parking kt sini plak.. 

thx to kak ita, my jiran..coz kantoi kan n gelakkan aku.

naik kereta, blah...

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ye. memang segan. -.-

sekian,

assalakualaikum...

Perujian muqaddam ...

aku ke ?

kalau aku, cerita time skola rendah dulu la. hehs

aku nak story bout adik perempuan aku,

Nur Fathin Arissa binti Adam.

alhamdulillah.

Johan perujian muqaddam.

peringkat daerah johor.

aku tengok adik perempuan aku ni,

ada ciri-ciri macam kakak dia. muslimah.

 selalu tegur org bagi salam, " semekom, semekom. "

which means bukan assalamualaikum. heh.

pegi skolah, salam n bagi salam smua yg ada kt rumah.

mudah2 an kekal smpai besar sifat tu.

senang skit aku nk menjaga nya. heh2.

ok lah. mudah2 an dapat johan gak lah utk peringkat negeri nanti.

amin ;)

SAYA NAK GA DARI KOREA DAN BANDUNG!

    
Assalamualaikum ! ha. semangat2. hehs.

ok. this time, aku nak mencuba nasib lah for the first segment yg aku join since aku berBlogging..

Mana tahu ada beginner's luck an ? heh2.

korea.bandung. yeah..never been there too.

aku ada membe yg study at korea.

addmath tak pakai calculator woah.

aku yg pakai calculator pon garu kepala -.-

and yes. aweks diorang cun gila bhai..

ok. penat bebel. nak tag membe skit. cheers ;)

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fadhilah,       fykamohamed,         faridulfauzan,  

azrulafiq,         betty,        fatin,        iqy,

afiqadayana 

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Saturday ;)

WOAH! ITS SATURDAY ! xD 

ehem.ok. its saturday...-.-

apsal dengan sabtu ? actually i did plan to go to the HK event at qistina's school.

HK = hari keusahawanan.

Cool, huh ? ;) ok. tak cool -.-

aku saje buat qistina sakit hati, ckp tak dpt datang bagai.

sampai touching gila bhai minah uh. ape by ? merajuk seminggu ? HAHA.

plan nak gerak at 12, coz start tgah hari kot.. ( bukan tak bangun pagi ok -.- )

     that morning, i did on9 at 8 n nmpak ayah bawak klua tangga.

aduh. sape plak suruh buat wiring lg nih.

its been quite long ayah stop doing the wire-job since he slipped over the wet stairs and broke his ankle.

simen smpai ke peha do.

then, nak tak nak, i've to follow him and cancelled my plan.

tak pe r. pegi hari ahad jek. ( which supposed to be today la. but........* )

dah 59 org tua tu. 

tkkan nak bagi dia panjat tangga lagi. ha.

yes. ayah never asked me to follow him.

acah2 macho la tu tanak mintak tolong. HAHA.

and guess what, that day aku spend the whole day dengan ayah.

rasa macam ok la an, since senyap for 2 days.heh.

wiring apartment, pasang bout 8 lampu and 1 kipas.

settle bout 4.30pm, ayah mandi then drive cab plak.

gila rajin.

kalau sakit, nak cover macho jek cakap tak sakit.

itulah bapak aku..

itulah ayah..

yang tak pernah mengadu sakit, mintak tolong.

tahun depan, genaplah umur dia 60.

aku 20.

 

hari - hari aku mintak kt Tuhan

aku mintak kt Allah.

pnjangkan umur nya.

kurniakan kesihatan yang baik

dan berilah peluang pada aku.

buktikan kejayaan aku..

bagi ayah n ibu rest kt rumah..

dan aku menyara kehidupan ibu ayah and adik -adik..

amin...

Till this ;)

i'm sorry...

     Today was really a bad day for me. 1st time ever, ayah did ignore me. ibu ask me to pick up fikri from sekolah agama and ayah immediately took his cab car key and asked ibu about the school's location ; since ayah rarely pick up fikri from his sekolah agama instead of ibu. and me with the evening-sleep-face was, " ayah nak ambik fikri ke ? ". The question was unanswered. Ayah continue talking to ibu while wearing his uniform. Right hand. Then left. Ended with the button. The question was asked twice with zero reply. Ayah did ignore me. The GMI matter and all my fucking lies. I did create a huge lies with hope i will settle the problem all by myself, since it was my fault. I just don't want my parents to be the one who take the responsibility to settle it for me. For my future. But i'm totally wrong.

     As expected, all the 'macha' lies discovered and yes. its really burdensome. When all my siblings have something to be proud of - arissa with her johan pertandingan tadarus, faeez with his glorious rugby team, fikri with his prefects award. hm. fucking black sheep. hahh.. Yeah..spreading lies towards parents will never gain their blessing in repay. There should be a way..After all happened, i promised to ayah to give me the chance to fix it all by myself, even ayah said " apa kamu boleh buat ..." and its near to impossible, but still. Its possible. insyAllah...
 ayah..seriously. i'm sorry....

ade la sorang minah tu . . . .

tu dia. nak bergosip ka ? HAHA.
takde lah. juz nak berkongsi dengan korang bout 1 insiden 2 hari lepas. ( kot -..- )
sorang minah fb nih BUZZ aku at im. tak kenal. nak buat-buat kenal pon tak kenal.
so, aku pun tanya, " siapa ni ?" minah tu bole plak jawab, " org lah..." da memang siapa utk org. gila jugak minah ni. after chatting yang nta aku tak taw apa yg dia nak, dari i-u , aku-kau, sampi gua-lu ,aku pon stop layan si gila uh. n aku update status..

dia pun menyampuk kat status aku. rupa-rupanya baru aku faham. dia dok sound aku tulis macam budak skola rupanya..HAHA. sian kau aku tak faham kau sound ape do. oklah, miss-who-ever-you-are,aku rasa kau tu yg sakai pakai bahasa minah rempit. dandandan lu memalukan bahasa gua . ( anwar hadi punya skrip. HAHA )

 

utk pengguna bahasa rempit, boleh la ambik iktibar dr video nih. kalau still nak pakai, lantak korang la. takde kena mengena dgn aku pon.haha. 

ok lah mahu promote blog cun yg boleh dicontohi, membe aku gak, si betty and fatin. bukan calang-calang bhai. selected dalam segmen blog pilihan nizam ijam, si fatin tu.. si betty pon sama juz tak try join je..abes lah makin kembang korang yang dah kembang tu ? HAHAHA

cheers ;)

zombie O.O

I’m sorry ,bloggy ~ 

For letting u alone,  sitting at a corner watching others being updated. Huu ~

It is all because of the lost password -.- and the upcoming final test fever, 

plus lack of ideas as well.heh.

The final test is just around the corner. Its next week do.

Sure I have to give my best shot for this exam to :

• improve my last semester’s CGPA

• No babbling session with ayah n ibu -.-

And guess what, its already 11.48 a.m but I haven’t get my sleep yet, after 

doing the 14pages HANDWRITTEN reports.

 Last minute works.  Always happened -.-

Ahhh. Need to take a bath already.

For my qistina, really sorry again bout last night.

Seriously dunno why did I suddenly thought of something like that oh.

 btw, idoloveyousomuch ;) 

till next.